(Does anyone even read this anymore?)

It’s a year and a half now since I started this blog and I just gotta say that I was so bad at writing in the beginning. It’s kind of like a dark history I have now.

Um.

I want to change my format and the theme a bit, but I’m hesitant because I might mess something up. I want to see what you want to see on this blog (again, if anyone even reads these) I want to write but I can’t find any motivation to do so. Like I’ve said before, I’m balancing a lot of things currently and I still feel like the essay I wrote was incomplete with me going off track from my thesis. Everything is a mess. I’ve already starting to give up on drawing.

I’m sorry again.